Sunday, January 24, 2010

Alex

These are two poems that Alex wrote for me about me. I wrote a bunch of new poems But Alex has my Book 'O Poems. She is reading them. I will write them when i get my book back.
There are no names for these poems, so..
Poem #1
"I heard you laugh
so i cried
i started to scream
then waved good0bye
an unatural feeling
creeps inside
the blood drips out
and i slowly die
i dont want to leave
not without you
but my hearts black and blue
a teardrop falls but i wipe it away
no one should feel my pain
i see a need
and push it in
soon theres drugs
under my skin
i take a few pills
and smoke some more pot
Don't forget me babe
don't forget my love
if you don't see me tomarrow
il be in the ground
Higher"

Poem #2
"I still love her
but its a split decision
i still miss her
But nothing really missing
we still talk
and hold hands
we are stil best friends
she hates the look
i get
everytime
i think of him
she doesnt want
to be left
she thinks
shes just a regret
we've shared secrets
and we laughed
we fought soetimes
but remained friends
we stil talk
and hold hands
i still love you
till the end"
Both By: Alex Raney.
I guess Boo stil does have feelings for me.
-RazorBlade Romance

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Book Suggestions

The Charlie Bone series
PERCY JACKSON AND THE OLYMPIANS series
The house at night novels
Twilght saga
harry potter series
vampire acadamy sereies
Generation dead
The host
Loser
13 reasons why
Book #1 Perfect, #2 Lush, #3 Bounce
By: Natasha Friend

More Book suggestions next time
January 19 (?) 2010
Until then
-RazorBlade Romance

Saturday, January 16, 2010

STOP CHILD ABUSE!!

Child abuse happens everyday,
to innocent children.
Kids and teenagers die from child abuse, or cant stand it so the commit suicide.
Of all the things i hate to see Child abuse has to be one of the worst.
YOU CAN MAKE A DIFFERENCE!! If you hear about a child being abused call The Police, Report them, save the lives of children. If YOU pick up that phone YOU can make a difference in an innocent kids life, YOU are the ones that need to help, YOU have a responsability that their parents dont do, YOU can do it!
Also if you know of one of your friends or soemone that has problems or hurts thenm self cuts their wrists, starves themselves, ect.. Get help, Tell anyone who can help. YOU have to do this YOU have to.
Children are counting on you. Right now an innocent child is being abused and YOU cna stop it, so pick up the phone and call you local police.
The children need YOU!
Alyssa Lies, Concrete Angel. Two beautiful and sad storys of child abuse. Look these up, then help the poor children you dont want to end up like these two young girls.
HELP!!!!
-RazorBlade Romance

Fun with the Teen's

January 16, 2010.
I know i promised you the poem Chosen today, but i want to tell you that poem next tyme.
Last night i went to a Lock-In at Ceder Crest. It was really stupid. But i got home at about 7:25 a.m. this morning. I went to bed as soon as i got home. Haha i slept till 3:00 in the afternoon. Haha.
Right now im sitting down stairs in my basement, with my baby kitten, Peanut. Watching my favorite series The Final Destinations. Right now im watching #1. I really really love these movie's. Oh damn, it just ended.
Today we are going to Dye my sister's girlfriends hair. Her name is Steohanie. Then we are gonna go hang out with about 50 other teenagers. We party alot. Oh shit, Steph is calling for me.
G2G
Bye Guys!!
Next tyme i will put up Chosen.
Ttfn
-RazorBlade Romance

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Hand In Hand

Hand In Hand
By: RazorBlade Romance

Everyday We're Side bye
side hand in hand
happy as it gets

hugging close then
i chose just to take a stand

I'll say " I love you" as we
walk side by side, hand in hand

I'll say " I need you back,
My Little Boo, 'cause this i
just can't stand

I'll convince her
to decide to take my hand,

We'll be together again, Side by
Side, Hand In Hand, and she'll know
it was because of that one day
when i decided to take a
stand.
___________________________________________________
Writen January 13 '09
This is another poem about my Alex. It basically says that we are getting closer we hold hands and hug, we are always together then i try to get her back she says yes and we are once again ' Hand In Hand.
Next Poem is.....Chosen..
Untill then
- RazorBlade Romance

Save

Save
By: RazorBlade Romance

As I knelt by my bed
to pray, To God this
is what i said

"Before i leave the Earth today
God i really needed to pray
My little friend i dare to say
will not make it where im going today
As i leave i ask your help
save her heart, before she melts."
______________________________________________________
Writen December 17 '09
This is another poem about my Alex. It means she doesnt belive in God. So one day i knew i was going to die and wanted Alex to come to Heaven when she died insted of melting in Hell, So i asked for God's help.
I try to make Alex belive in God, But its hard
More Poems where that came from!
Next post you will read 'Hand In Hand, writen January 13 '09

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Magic

Magic
Poem By: RazorBlade Romance

My magic is real
It's made by me
Comes from my hand
when i point
you see?

The Magic from her
is stronger then the,
magic that could ever
come from me

The love from her heart
is stronger than my power
she covers me in her
beautiful love shower

I guess im going to have to stay
in her powerful love shower
for more than just one hour
_______________________________________________________

This is another poem writin' December 16 '09
It's means I feel like the most powerful person the most lucky. but then she sends more love from her heart then i send magic from my hand. Then in the end it turns out i fall inl love with her and can't leave her or forget her. Not even death could seperate me from her.
More poems on the way....
Next Post you will read " Save " writen December 17 '09
Untill then
-RazorBlade Romance

My #1 Best Poem

Over It
Poem Bye: RazorBlade Romance

Gone forever, but still here
No longer just my little dear

She's with him,
safe and sound
always writing their
life down

Envy Fill's me
Anger hurt's me

Drink my pain away
getting closer to death each day

Gone forever, not coming back
Im gonna steal my life back

Envy stears me
Anger fears me
no pain to drink away

There will be no death of me today.
_________________________________________________________________
This is a poem i wrote December 11 2009. It is about Alex, after we broke up. Alex was always fond of writng poems in her compostision notebook. She has a rough life with her mom, family, and friends. So she likes to write poems about it. She is very good at it, Says It helps her control herself.
So One day a couple weeks after we broke up i decided to write a poem of my own. The one above is the one i wrote that day. It basically means that i was really torn up over Alex, hated seeing her and her new boyfriend Tony together, so i went on a bender then decided that i wasnt gonna waste my life wallowing, so i " Stole my life back " There is a line in there " Always writing their life down " that refers to another compostion notebook that the always wrote back and forth in. Alex would always have me walk with her when she would go give it to him.
I love Alex, I enjoy hanging out with her. Im glad she is in my life.
This poem is one of many, See another in my next post! :D
Till then,
-RazorBlade Romance

Monday, January 11, 2010

Just a Typical Day

Just My Typical Day,
Some Info about me,
I am only 13 years old. I am In 7th grade. I am single at the time. Im am a Female, And i am Bi. Me and my girlfriend broke up a couple months ago. I enjoy reading Books, Playing my clarinet and listening to music.
Today i went to school like i usually do when im feeling up to it. My favorite teacher has got to be Mrs. Mundy, she is the BEST teacher i have ever had. I like her classes too. She teaches Language Arts (English) and Social Studies (History). I don't really like English but i make enough of an effort not to fail Mrs. Mundys class. I Love History, Right now i am working on a 3 week project, i am doing a report on Qatar, With My ex- girlfriend ( the one i mensioned above ) Alex.
The worst teacher in the whole building has got to be Mrs. Leistner. She has the worst subjects and is the WORST teacher i have ever had. She teaches Science (which i have a D in) and Math (Which i have an F in). I dont like Mrs.Leistner and lets just say, she knows it.
My ex-girlfriend, Alex Raney, One of my absolute Bestfriends. We still have feelings for eachother but are not currently together.
Jordan, The love of my life. We do love eachother but he has a girlfriend named Kelsey Darlin. The two of us are friends. Me and Jordan hug and kiss and what not but have never dated. And since He is 16 and she is like 18 they want to get engaged. And it's going to kill me. KILL ME!!! That day better happen when i have my own grave.
Really today was kinda okay, but i have had better, like when i was in Alaska sailing on the cruise ship M/s Amsterdam. Wow what fun that was. I want to go back someday. It's on my list of things to do before i die.